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Thursday, November 29, 2007
7:00 PM

Ello everyone! Before I begin my post, let me introduce our latest addition, ZhiHao, to be a writer in our blog (Okay, I know his name has been over there for eons already but still, he is pretty new to you guys right, since he hasn't written for us till this afternoon). His debut post is okay and there is no no need to feel negatively about it. =)

Okay, into my post now. Today's a boring day. Spent my entire day in school. Only incident worth highlighting would be the K-Box Session with my classmates. It was fun K-ing with them. And oh, I just realised that Cheryl has the best vocal in my class (or at least till this moment). Heh.

Actually,there isn't much to talk about today. Therefore, to keep you guys entertained, I have came up with another inspiration... Confidence level.

I believe that the majority of teenagers out there suffer from low self-confidence level. That is to say, most of them aren't decisive when it comes to making decisions and they have the tendency to follow the crowd.

I shall talk about the banes of having low self-confidence now. A person with low self-confidence doesn't believe in him/herself. Those classified as extreme cases even develop suicidal thoughts as they think that the world would be better off without them. Low self-confidence also serves as a big hindrance to the learning journey. People with low confidence usually have this mentality that they will not be able to succeed even if they give it a shot, and thus, more often than not, they end up not even trying at all. This group of people also tends to do things which they are good in, which means that their self-improvement over time are kept to the minimal level.

On the other hand, a person with high self-confidence (not talking about those who have "exceptionally" HIGH confidence though) is more likely to acquire new skills and knowledge at a faster rate. The mindset: I am sure I will be able to do it, speaks it all.

Now, the question is, how do we go about helping people to develop a high self-confidence level? This process, I believe, should start from home itself. Parents should compliment their children whenever appropriate but at the same time, ensure that punishments are meted out when the child did something wrong. Peers can also help one another through the use of more encouragements and less of criticisms.

The morale of the person is an extremely important factor in determining whether he/she will be able to succeed in life or not. So, when you are about to demoralise someone you know using snide remarks, think twice again. You could well be the one who caused his/her future to lie in ruins.

That's my two-cents. Good day to all.

Scandalous- Delvetures



4:05 PM

Hi everyone.. Don't know y this blog is created for me. haha.. now one must be thinking who the hell is this guy??? lol..i shall say gd friend of gab and hd.. =) btw HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO NIGEL...

After Os, everyone thought they can enjoy themselves to the fullest.. WRONG!!! IS DAMN SIAN AND FREAKING BORING.. haha.. with such a mundane lifestyle , what am i going to do for this holiday? ZzZ. Moreover , i can't even get a job.. lol.. maybe is too lazy ba..

OH ya , yesterday was one "memorable" day.. on our way back from city hall..gt one siao guy in the mrt. he was smiling and talking to everyone.. then, all of a sudden.. he poked me.. OMG.. and started saying all sorts of rubbish.. luckily.. gab was the hero who pushed him aside and we alighted.. it is bizarre that how come there are more and more siao ppl around..haha..(no offence)..
haha.. =( so weak and shagged. my whole body feels like it's staging a rebellion.. Outright against me. =X haha.. damn tired liao.. bb.. taking afternoon nap.. haha.. sad la.. i m a lazy pig..

Btw.. hd and gab dun so emo lei.. especially gab.. just take it easy.. haha.. anyway yesterday i enjoyed myself.. celebrating nigel birthday.. haha..

Shameless- oMg`DaY

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2:36 AM

I thought it was over.. But it came back..

During ystd's incident.. I sort of "exploded".. There was some aftermath after the "explosion" however they were minor ones.. It was all fine from 1pm to 12am.. Everything was per normal.. Nothing wrong.. However, I suffered an aftermath once again.. I did not "explode" as I was bearing with that "shock"..

I think Im pretty screwed up now.. I need to sort of.. find myself back.. If not I will be sucked into the quick sand..

Hope I can find a bed in courts or isetan

Unscandalous - Gabby



2:31 AM

Thank goodness it was a free day.. Thus I was able to celebrate my brother's birthday with my friends.. Well, his actual birthday is tml but some of us are schooling until quite late.. Hope he will really be serious about his studies.. Not doing very well.. We went marina and ate at "Secret Recipe".. The food was not bad.. Especially the cakes.. They were.. DELICIOUS.. Details have already been explained in the post below.. Shall not talk about anymore..

Unscandalous - Gabby



Wednesday, November 28, 2007
10:48 PM

First of all, I would like to wish our dear Nigel a HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY!!

Went to Marina Square today to celebrate Nigel's birthday. Had Secret Recipe for lunch. One of the cakes there is nice (I won't say the name of the cake). I realised that the dishes there are all BONELESS! Which is so uber convenient for all of the diners there. I will rate it as a 4-star restaurant.

Then went to Starbucks to sit and gossip around with my friends/DotA mates. Pretty fun chatting with all of them and managed to catch up with them on things that I have missed out previously.

After which, we came back to Aljunied and had our dinner. Dinner lasted from 7-9.45pm as we continued our chatting session over there. Everything was pretty personal though, so don't ever hope that I will reveal anything here in this blog. Heh.

Ok, that's all for today. Will blog again soon. Nights everybody!

Scandalous- Delvetures



12:53 PM

Was planning to blog something down.. Change of mind.. ^^.. Its coming to the end of the term.. It may seem to be a good news HOWEVER, it also means that projects are soon due.. 1 week to do HCI and 2 weeks to do WAD.. It seems that we have plenty of time to do WAD but ITS AN ILLUSION.. For the 1st week, I think I will be focusing more on HCI and that means.. ONLY 1 WEEK LEFT FOR WAD.. Srsly.. Block teaching is one killer.. It kills the innocent, fragile and tiny heart of mine..

Yearning for a bed to rest on

Unscandalous - Gabby



Tuesday, November 27, 2007
8:13 AM

Life is sad.. The reason why Im awaked is because of an upcoming HCI test this afternoon and I have yet study for it..

Slept at 3.30am this morning.. And had to pitifully wake up at 7am just to study.. This is all because I am a very hardworking and responsible good boy.. From 7 till now.. I had do NOTHING.. Yes.. Being the hardworking boy that I am.. What I had done was just.. Watching 2 anime on channel 56... Which was.. Rather bo liao.. And here I am.. Waiting for the toilet to be empty so that I could clear my intestines.. After doing that.. I hope I will be able to concentrate better.. 3 more hours left.. And Im not sure if Im going to spend even one-third of the time studying.. ^-^..

Unscandalous - Gabby



Monday, November 26, 2007
6:52 PM

When you have to look away
When you don't have much to say
Thats when I love you
I love you, just that way
To hear you stumble when you speak
Or see you walk with two left feet
Thats when I love you
I love you, endlessly
And when your mad cause you lost a game
Forget I'm waiting in the rain
Baby I love you,
I love you anyway
Heres my promise made tonight
You can count on me for life
Thats when I love you
When nothing you do can change my mind
The more I learn, The more I love
The more my heart can't get enough
Thats when I love you,
When I love you
No matter what
So when you turn to hide your eyes
Cause the movie made you cry
Thats when I love you
I love you a little more each time
And when you cant quite match your clothes
Or when you laugh at your own jokes
Thats when I love you
I love you, more than you'll know
And when you forget that we had a date
Or that look that you get when you show up late
Baby I love you, I love you anyway
Heres my promise made tonight
You can count on me for life
Thats when I love you
When nothing you do can change my mind
The more I learn, The more I love
The more my heart can't get enough
Thats when I love you,
When I love you no matter what
Thats when I love you
When nothing baby
Nothing you do could change my mind
The more I learn, The more I love
The more my heart can't get enough
Thats when I love you,
When I love you no matter what
No matter what

That's When I Love You by Aslyn. Nice song. Lyrics is pretty meaningful. Added it as my blog song so that you readers out there can listen to it as well. =)

Scandalous- Delvetures



3:18 AM

Suddenly feel very gan dong.. Think its because of this song - 做得到..

I was repeating ard 8 songs for 3 hrs and 做得到 is one of them.. I was doing other stuffs as the same time so i wasn't really listening to the song carefully.. Only until ard 2.30.. I finally listened to this song peacefully.. After listening, I was very touched by the tune and decided to look for the lyrics.. The lyrics was simple yet touching.. Very meaningful.. So, after a rough idea of what the song is trying to express, I listened to it again.. Was really very touched by this song.. The lyrics are really very beautiful especially the chorus part:

做得到
不管相爱总会有一些低潮
我爱你就应该对你越来越好
现在只想忽然把你抱得高高
看着你笑我也笑
别自寻烦恼
做得到
你说再苦也要跟我直到老
我说的每一个承诺会说到做到
感谢你坚强勇敢让我很骄傲
你所想要的爱我能做得到

And the very last part lies these 2 sentences:

原谅我内心交战让你好难过
我能给你的爱没有做不到

I believe, if you sing it to your other half with sincerity, he/she would definitely be moved.. Even to tears..

Unscandalous - Gabby



Sunday, November 25, 2007
7:13 PM

Went to East Coast Park today. Wheets! So super happy. Today's post will be based on some photographs taken by me. =D





That's my uncle and my cousins. Heh. I didn't go for the swim cause I was too lazy to bring another set of clothing. =X








Looking over the horizon. The sky is quite dark but well, it didn't rain while we were there. Lucky us. =X



That breakwater (Or is it something else? I forgot what it is called. Someone, please correct me if I am wrong.) is there to protect the coast. People, you will be suprised at the power of the waves. It is STRONG.






My footprint was here for a second before...





The swash and backwash of the waves smoothen it. Heh. It's really intriguing to see how Mother Nature works things out.





That's all for today readers. Have a good week ahead. My nick is Delvetures. Till the next post, good night! (Quote from Incredible Tales. Utt, the host, use this line to end the show. Haha!)

Scandalous- Delvetures



4:56 PM

Are geniuses really THAT genius?


I have already explained my motive of writing this post above.. As we all know, most geniuses die early.. Be it Albert Einstein, Beethoven or maybe in the future, Gabriel Tan.. There are still other examples which I currently unable to think of.. The reason why they die early is because, they think alot.. Which increases their thinking speed.. And thus, their brain cells are needed to be regenerated in a very high speed in order to match with their thinking speed..

As we all know, if the cells in our body are being regenerated faster than usual, we will then die faster.. So.. If they are really geniuses, why they think so much and have their brain cells to regenerate faster and quicken their deaths?..

I believe I have supported my question with the above statement.. Thus i conclude.. GENIUSES ARE STUPID.. ^_^..

Unscandalous - Gabby



Saturday, November 24, 2007
10:09 PM

My life is in quite a mess now. This could be attributed to three main sources, namely, my work, projects and my class.

Let me talk about my class here since it is the most tricky problem among all three. Basically, all my classmates can be classified into three cliques. Clique 1 comprises of me, a few guys and girls. Clique 2 is made out of a group of girls while Clique 3 is just 3 males.

So even though we are classmates, the contact among all the cliques are minimal. That is to say Clique 1 seldom talks to Clique 2 and Clique 2 rarely interact with Clique 3 and blah blah blah. Therefore, if there are any differences between the cliques, they are not resolved but instead, buried down in the hearts of those involved.

Thus, the tension between Clique 1 and 2 (Clique 3 is quite neutral in this conflict). There are people in Clique 1 who dislike their counterpart in Clique 2. This again could be attributed to several misunderstandings and differences that had happened previously.

However, recent events have caused the tension to rise and possibly, sparked off a war between both cliques. This is what had happened. On Thursday, Clique 1 (including me) went out to catch a movie at Orchard (Refer back to previous post). Because of the fact that we couldn't make it back in time for the lectures, we decided to give someone from Clique 2 a call, to ask her to help us mark our attendance for the lectures. Here's an extract of the conversation between me and her:

She, laughing: "So what are we going to get in return?" (Referring to the help that they are going to offer)

Me, jokingly replied: "Ehhh, how about I let you top the class for once?"

Then, she was pissed (At least that's what I think). War followed quickly and a heated exchange of words between members of both cliques during night time en-suite. Fortunately, after a series of clearing up efforts made by both sides, the tension subsided a little and things were fine on Friday when we met each other in class. Little did we know that the "real" trouble was just about to start.

On Friday night, somebody mass-sent out an E-mail with a chatlog attached. The content of the chatlog was all about the crticisms Clique 1 has about members of Clique 2. However, please keep in mind that the conversation was made a few days ago before that "phoney" war occurred. Furthermore, the comments made were not a good reflection of what we really felt about them as most of us were joking with each other in the midst of a boring lesson.

I guess everyone in my class has a rough idea who is the one behind it. That person, I feel, has no guts. He/She dared to commit such acts, but lack the courage to own up and take responsibility for his/her own actions. It's an act of immaturity and the only motive behind that act would be because he/she wanted to watch a "show".

DBF/1B/08, please don't tear apart because of this kind of immature people. What we (referring to those in Clique 1) said in that conversation really wasn't a good reflection of what we feel about those in Clique 2. We are sorry about all those stuffs that we said to one another behind Clique 2's back. But please, think about it. If we do tear apart because of this, we are only submitting ourselves to the devil. We are like pawns being manipulated to fulfill his/her sadistic lust for "war shows". Brace ourselves together, go through this as a class, and maybe, who knows, Clique 1 and 2 might just disappear to become Class DBF/1B/08.

Remember, what doesn't kill us only make us stronger. In this case, our class bond is put into a challenge and if we manage to overcome it, our class might just be the most united class in the DBF cohort.

Scandalous- Delvetures



2:28 PM

SIAN.. Shall start this post by mentioning the events that happened ystd..

Ystd's morning was as usual.. Morning had CDS from 9-12.. Quite slack.. Den after that.. Some of us went to eat as we had some plans at night... After eating lunch, we went to the library to slack for a while as we were planning to watch kelly's concert in tp.. We basically rested for 4 hrs.. Time passed by damn long la.. I was practically slping the whole time.. Then.. Finally it was time for kelly's concert.. Blah Blah Blah shall skip all the details.. Her concert was fine.. SHE IS DAMN SKINNY LA.. The few of us keep commenting on her legs.. Very nice.. ^^.. One of her song is very nice.. I think is.. "Yi miao zhong de yong yuan" or smth like tat.. Den.. They went to esplanade to eat and i went home.. The end..

Unscandalous - Gabby



Friday, November 23, 2007
2:04 AM

Hmm.. Finally finished my projects.. FOR THE TIME BEING.. Next monday will again be the start of the torment.. Its like a cycle.. But there are only 2 items in this cycle - projects and rest.. It seems that projects have occupy an unfair amount..

I believe that.. When people are rushing throught their projects, they are most likely to slp later then usual.. And this contributes to your temper.. Lesser slp --> "Huo qi da" --> IMBA TEMPER.. We have become more or lesser "short-tempered".. I find the only reason due to the lack of sleep.. Its like.. Normally if someone irritates u a little u wun feel anything or maybe even "shoot" him back.. But when u have not enough slp, u will just suddenly go crazy and can't control ur temper.. U will basically SCREAM at him/her..

It normal that sometimes people do this.. Its a kind of emotion.. Just.. Rest a bit more if you got the time.. REST>ALMOST ALL.. ^^..

3 more wks only.. Hang on.. :D

Unscandalous - Gabby



Thursday, November 22, 2007
10:37 PM

JOKE OF THE DAY - JAY SENGKANG SIA.. ^^

Unscandalous - Unknown



7:32 PM

SIAN LA.. In school now.. My internet connection cocked up.. Since.. Hmm.. Tuesday night.. Cannot do a lot of things la.. Cannot online msn, dota, and blah blah blah.. For the past 2 nights, I have been rotting at home only doing one thing- FM.. Its quite fun but nonetheless, its quite boring doing the same thing for several hours..

In order to solve this problem, I called starhub this morning.. They said that they will be calling me 5 mins later AND.. I DIDN'T PICKED UP THEIR CALL.. And after that, they nv call again.. Damn sad la.. Now, I dunno how to pass my time for the many nights to come..

BAO WIN!!

Unscandalous - Gabby



7:30 PM

Hmm.. Shall blog about the incidents that happened today as they are really peculiar and is different from any other Thurdays that I would have spend away.

For a start, I attended the Accounting lecture which lasted for an hour at 9am. So after dismissal, the group of us went to the foodcourt to have our breakfast (apparently, the lecture ended early today). Then the shocking news came. The Accounting tutorial was cancelled.

My immediate reaction to this piece of news was "WHAT THE HELL?!" Because of the fact that I have a 3-hour break in between my Accounting tutorial and the next lesson, skipping Accounting means that I will be having 5 hours of free time. And that's not a period of time I am going to spend waiting for 2 hours of lecture, which is placed in the 3-5pm timeslot.

So, after absorbing that piece of earth-shattering news, my class reached a consensus and agreed that we should go and watch a movie. Thereafter, we made our way to Orchard Cineleisure and proceeded to buy 11 tickets for the movie: Enchanted.

Not a bad movie on the whole, I guess. Some parts are hilarious while others are touching. The twist to this movie was well, unpredicatable if you just watch the preview but predictable enough if you are in the midst of watching it.

After the movie, we went around shopping in Orchard. After which, some of them left for school while the rest of us settled down in a coffee shop and did our CRS discussion.

That discussion took us one and a half hours in total and finally, after packing up, I begun to lament about the fact that I do not have an ITouch with me. Blah blah blah... It went on and on. Then one of my friend said this to me, "Go buy now lahz. You and I know that you are going to get it sooner or later."

That sentence sunk into me almost immediately after the last words of the sentence came out. I mean, yeah, after reflecting for a bit, I am very sure that it was only a matter of time before I buy the ITouch. I don't know what is so captivating about that ITouch and how it was able to attract me that much. I mean my handphone can perform most of its functions as well. Viewing videos, playing MP3, surfing the net, etc.. Zzz.. The horrors of splurging..

That's about it folks! I am blogging from my workplace. Hahahahahah!

Scandalous- Delvetures



Wednesday, November 21, 2007
12:47 AM

My second post of the day comes really fast.. Bo bian.. I am very boring now.. Nothing to do..

I think I had mention this before but only in brief.. How do one vent their emotions out.. I think everyone will do the same when their feeling happy - that is to smile or maybe even to the extend of laughing out loud.. But how about when u are sad, angry, frustrated or even tired..

Well, I believe most out us will cry when u are feeling sad.. However, the frequency of crying differs.. Some people will just cry out when they are feeling slight sadness, while others will only cry when all those little sad feelings emerged into a very big one..

Actually, crying is the universal "way" to vent out ur emotions(except happiness).. U can cry when u are sad, angry or tired.. 3 of these emotions will ultimately lead u to despair and finally, breakdown..

When one cry, it means that he/she can't take it anymore, and use this way to make he/she feel better.. When you are feeling despair, I think, your heart will have a "sour" feeling.. But what amazes me is that crying actually reduces this "sourness"..

Some people's opinion is that if the person cries he/she must have a lot of things troubling him/her thats y he/she is crying.. However, I personally have a different view.. Lets take a mirror as and example.. If the mirror is strong, obviously it can take more knocks from a hammer.. On the other hand, if the mirror is weak, it will definitely take lesser knocks.. So, what I am trying to say is, its not always the one who is crying has more troubles than the one who is just appearing sad.. Give your care and concern to whoever u think has something bothering him/her.. It will really the person alot(provided u dun speak something taboo to him/her)..

Crying is just a general way to "fa xie qing xu".. There a few other ways.. Smoke, drink beers, gaming, punching the wall, sports, etc.. Choose the right method to vent ur unhappy emotions out.. I would personally recommand one to play games or sweat the hell out of themselves.. Punch the wall definitely hurts ur fist and ur wallet(u may need to buy a new wall).. For smoking and drinking beers, well, these are definitely bad for health but I suppose is okkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk to do it ONCE IN A WHILE.. BUT.. BUT.. There is something that one MUST NEVER TRY no matter how down u are feeling.. That is to take drugs.. Its true that drugs stimulate ur brain and makes u feel "high" and "happy".. But its only for a moment.. After that u are exposed to even more despair.. Y?.. Firstly, u are still feeling emotionally unhappy.. Secondly, u will be addicted to the drugs and will be wanting for more.. If u can't get ur hands on it, u will be suffering in even more pain.. Thus, choose the right and suitable way to vent ur emotions..

Just a sidenote, I HAVEN'T FOUND MINE.. ^^..

Unscandalous - Gabby



12:30 AM

Its within my expectation that I went home at 9pm again.. 2 days in a row.. This is one of the things that can't be help.. Rushing through projects is quite a common thing in the poly life(I think).. Especially when u are in something call "Block Teaching".. Block Teaching basically means that they squeeze everything u learn in one semester into one term.. The workload seems the same as the number of modules we take will naturally be reduced by half.. But everything seems to be in a rush.. Only in week 2, then we learn of the requirements of our projects, 3 weeks later is the dateline.. It leaves us only 3 short weeks to do all our projects.. We have no choice but to stay in school until 9pm.. What makes things worst is that, our lesson mostly ends at 6pm, so only 3 hrs is avaliable to us to do our assignments.. And there is one more thing.. As block teaching shortens the time to finish 1 module into half, the number of hours needed per week also increases.. Thus, labs will be occupied for a longer time, hindering us from doing our projects if we end early..

I hate wednesday the most.. As I have 4 hrs of HCI.. If the teacher is natasha things may not be that worst.. Its not because of her.. Its just that I dun like HIM.. The thought of him makes my sian life even more sian.. Then imagine I have to face him for 4 long hours.. I may be XL at times.. But at least I do know how to use it at the right time.. In his case, I beg to differ.. He practically "turn on" his snobbish attitude 24/7.. The way he speaks is.. Well, indescribable.. See it for urself and I strongly believe u will hate him as much as me..

This post marks the end of my studies part.. The next one will be like those "love" posts I have posted around 1wk ago..

Unscandalous - Gabby



Tuesday, November 20, 2007
11:02 PM

Hi all, it's my blogging time again!

Nothing much to talk about (I mean, who actually bothers about the boring, mundane life of a 17 year old student). Just want to say that the monstrous amount workload is piling up again on my side and I am determined to write about an inspiration I got before hiding behind the stacks of papers again. =X

So, my inspiration.. "Give up".

I guess everyone of you out there should at least have some basic comprehension of what giving up means. Well, for me, I interpret the words "give up" as quitting, conceding and losing.

Giving up is quitting. When you are in the process of completing a task and you just gave up halfway, it is quitting. "Never say no!" A quote from The Game Plan, fully illustrates my point. Even during bad times and when you are strained both mentally and physically, never say no to yourself. Keep on trying, persevere on and don't become a quitter.

Giving up is conceding defeat. This means that by giving up, you admit that you are a loser. Think about it, there are so many things others can achieve. What makes you think that you are at a disadvantage when compared to them? Why do you feel that you are not able to do whatever they have done, and perhaps, even excel beyond their standard? I know that a lot of people out there have their own dreams. But many gave it up when they reach their teens as they lose confidence in themselves and thought that they couldn't fulfill their dream. My question to them is, "How do you know the outcome even before trying your very best?"

Giving up is losing. Giving up is equivalent to losing an opportunity to prove yourself and make your mark in whichever fields you are interested in. And as I have mentioned in my previous posts, opporunities don't come by very often. One has to seize it when he/she sees it. So imagine yourself losing a big diamond moments after placing it in your palms. Isn't it pure stupidity?

Never give up. I know that you are facing a rough patch now. But nevertheless, I want you to know that I will always be behind you, as a friend, giving you all the help and assistance that you may require. There is nothing to be shy about. Stay cheerful, keep going, hang in there and before you know it, everything will be over in a blink of an eye. Keep holding on. =)

Scandalous-Delvetures



1:21 AM

It seems like I am going home later and later.. It was 6pm last wk and today.. I left the sch at 9pm..

Block teaching seems to be pawning ppl's ass.. At least its pawning mine.. Lesson ends for me at 6pm for 3 days.. If Im going to do my project after sch.. Its going to be 6-9.. THAT SO DAMN LATE LA..

Had a taste of that today.. After my WAD lesson.. I think the whole class stayed back to continue with our WAD project.. 3 hrs of that.. Very tiring.. But at least my grp did smth.. Alaric and kc did on our login.php's layout.. I find it quite appealing.. CLOUD AND SEPHIROTH.. Whereas me and kenny tackled the php part.. For 1 hr.. We finished smth call redirecting.. Not going to explain much.. But it was quite cool.. All that was left is the hardcoding.. Which is.. IMBA + GG..

HCI lesson today was as usual.. Sickening.. Guai lan + stuck up tone.. Go fuck urself if u can c ur fucking dick(only refering to him ^^)..

Unscandalous - Gabby



Sunday, November 18, 2007
11:16 PM

I seriously dunno when im gonna blow up.. ^_^

Unscandalous - Gabby



5:35 PM

IM HERE TO WHINE AND VENT MY FRUSTRATION.. Today's anger was more comapred to ystd's.. Regarding the same matter..

Played a game.. This game is bao win one.. But got 1 spoiler.. Which is wh's(most of u dunno who he is) friend.. DAMN NERD.. Is.. Wa.. Undescribable... The noobness can drive me crazy.. Lost a BAO win match.. SRSLY IS BAO..

Ok.. Im gonna stop here.. Dun whine too much later ppl say i gay..

Unscandalous - Gabby



12:53 AM

Hello all, today's post is gonna be a short one. Sorry about it but I am kinda caught up with my personal life now. (Yaryar, I know I promised you guys I will be blogging more often. But I am really tight down lately, due to troublesome modules like CRS and my committment to competitive gaming.)

Hmm.. Speaking about competitive gaming, as perhaps all of you may have known, all the bloggers here play Defence of the Ancients (DotA) competitively. So we are in the current season of the Game eXtreme League and we got to play 2 matches per week for 5 weeks. Out of the 140++ teams that participated, only the top 16 teams proceed to the next round.

Anyway, to the main point. My team played 4 games so far and we have emerged victorious in only 2 matches. So out of a possible 8 points, we only earned 4 points. Our most recent defeat was pretty bad, partly because of the fact that the difference in the standard between us and our opponents wasn't really that big and we could have won the game rather easily if we have played to our best. But oh well, no point saying all this now since it is already over.

Well, I think that will be all for today everybody. Before I end off, I would like to say, ITouch is freaking imbalanced!! I want an ITouch!!!

Good night all!

Scandalous- Delvetures



Saturday, November 17, 2007
10:25 PM

Now feeling very frustrated.. The reason is very lame.. I dunno y I will get so worked up over such a matter.. This is just a little part of my entire life to come.. Maybe is my passion to it.. For the 18 years.. This matter will be the one that is truely potent enough to cause me such distress(actually, there is another things).. Maybe not to the extend of distress.. Just couldnt find a word to replace it.. Srsly dunno what went wrong.. After putting in so much time.. The result was far below then what i expected.. Way below.. I guess the phrase u reap what u sow its not always true..

In studies, its true that if I makes an effort.. He/she will definitely get good results.. BUT.. If 2 ppl make the same effort, will their result be the same?.. Out of the 2 of them.. There is surely the better 1.. What Im trying to say is.. The law of u reap what u sow is not true.. Some ppl dun reap but they sow more then those who reaped.. This law.. Applies to everything..

Some ppl are smarter.. They can study for a day while others nid a week.. I may be repeating myself but i just have to say this again.. THE WORLD IS UNFAIR.. ^_^..

Unscandalous -- Gabby



2:27 AM

2.30am.. Its quite late le.. But dunno y.. I will post ard this time everyday..

Today was a tiring day.. 9 - 12 was SIWM.. Was quite a bo liao lesson.. We were like doing our own things.. Making jokes and laugh among ourselves.. The hectic part was.. After 1.. We were doing our HCI and WAD assignments.. HCI was simple to complete.. Was done within 1hr.. Maybe I looked down on WAD.. I thought that it was quite easy.. And we can complete it by 6.. Well Well Well.. I would describe the moment as -- "The arrival of terror"... It was pure TORMENT.. The php codes were meddling with out brains.. Totally confused by it..

Dun feel like describing in details.. Basically.. Me, alaric, kc, kenny, ln, derrick, kevin, alvin, yl, kaye and lq stay until 7.30 before we went off.. 6 WHOLE HOURS OF PHP CODES and its still not done.. I declare a gg.. PHP == MOST IMBA CODES..

Cant think of any serious topics to write on.. Maybe I used up all my brain power.. None left to think..

Human relationships are so complicated that we have no choice but to sometimes lie to each other

Unscandalous - Gabby



Friday, November 16, 2007
1:21 AM

Its late in the night.. Quiet.. Able to focus.. Time for a serious post..

My recent topics had been focusing about "love".. Abit sian of it.. So shall change to a new topic today.. Hmm.. Shall we talk about studies?..

Everyone in singapore has to comeplete a compulsory 10 yrs of studies.. That is.. Up to secondary school.. I dun think stress falls under the category of primary school.. So.. I shall just skip to secondary.. Im not sure for the viewers out there, but I had never been stressed in my secondary sch life until.. 'O' levels.. Or maybe.. I was still not as stressful as other people.. I think.. My stress is just peanuts compared to a whole lot out there.. I remember studying everyday when it was one month away from 'O' level.. I think this is one way to make myself not so stressful.. I was assured that i had study and will be able to pass my 'O' levels, thus i was somehow.. 'De-stressed'..

Well.. All these.. Can't be compared the life in poly.. Before i went into TP.. I was told that poly life was very slack.. Blah Blah Blah.. WRONG WRONG WRONG.. Poly life was even more stressful than secondary sch life.. MUCH MORE.. In the middle of the road.. I feel like giving up.. I think more than twice ba..

My question now is.. Is studies really THAT important?.. I believed some of us sometimes.. We feel so tired that we feel like giving up.. Many factors led to that kind of mentality.. Stress.. Insufficient sleep.. Or maybe other reasons.. But i think ultimately.. It leads to both mental and physical exhaustion..

We can solve physical exhaustion by sleeping more during the weekends.. But how about mental exhaustion?.. I think the only way is to de-stress..

There are many methods to de-stress.. Eating, gaming, whack the wall, shout out loud and many other more.. For me.. I dun tink i have found any way for me to de-stress.. Although i do game, i find that it makes me feel even more stressful.. Or maybe just, make me forget about stress for that particular 1hr or so..

I shall ask that question again.. Is study really very important?.. All of us work so hard just to get the diploma.. I think.. Singaporean's mentality is that to ensure for a job.. One must have as many certs as possibe.. This mentality is then, "installed" into the minds of employers.. So those who are more creative but lower qualifications will lose to those with higher qualifications.. Thats the reason why i think.. Everyone forces themselves to study even though they dun like it..

Thats about it for today ba.. Not sure if im talking nonsense or not.. Quite tired now..

Unscandalous - Gabby



Thursday, November 15, 2007
7:27 PM

Shall post about something "lighter" and not so serious..

The workload for today was really very little.. I had a lecture from 12-2 and an practise interview with the teacher at 5.. On the journey to school, i realised that i forgot to put in my 'O' level cert when alaric told me.. I was feeling abit tired at the thought of going back home again just to take my cert.. Decided to go back after my lecture.. Luckily, the lecture ended early, so that I could go home and go back to school just in time.. Reached home at around.. 2.25.. Found my 'O' level cert with the help from my mum.. Had lunch as well and took off at 3..

At the time of 3.33..I received a call from alaric.. I was already in the bus reaching tp.. The person on the phone was kok chuan though.. He told me that yh was next in line.. Then I was like.. HUH.. SO FAST.. When i alighted the bus, i increased my usual walking speed.. When i reached to place where my classmates are gathered, I was told that there was no need of the 'O' level cert.. SIAN HALF.. Lol lor.. A wasted trip..

Den blah blah blah.. Blah blah blah.. The end..

Unscandalous - Gabby

P.S. This shall be my most cheng yi apology.. No more puking and no more other nonsense.. Im sry to tomato face.. Shldnt have said that to you since you are such a nice person.. ^_^..



7:22 PM

Hey all, am blogging from work now. Heh. (Don't be jealous, you green-eyed monsters out there. I am still in a on-the-ready stance here alright? =P)

Anyway, nothing much happened in school today. Went for the first lesson and found out that I didn't have the textbook with me. I was like (-.-) down there. Read Teenage magazine thanks to WeiKeong. Thereafter, the day passed like any other day.

Hmm.. Since I have nothing much to blog about today, I shall write an "essay" as a post. Topic of the day: How much can one person change for another person?

After watching The Game Plan, this inspiration struck me like how a meteorite struck upon the Earth #$%^&* centuaries ago. (Okay, sounds exaggerated but hey man, this is my blog. I am free to say what I like right?)

Just to provide all of you an insight of the movie (in case you guys have no idea why that movie has such an impact on me), Dwayne Johnson aka The Rock changed 180 degrees from someone who was callous, insensitive and self-centered to one who knew how to take care of other people, to show love and care for other people and ultimately, to someone with a heart.

My answer to this topic is love. And yes, the love that I am talking about here includes those that are beyond the boy-girl kind of love. The degree of change you are willing to make depends on how deep your love is for that particular thing/person. To start it off, let me ask all of you a question. What exactly is love to you?

For me, love is power. Love gives you the strength to push forward, motivates you to try harder and grit on to your teeth when the going gets tough. It's through the pure passion that empowers one to hang on, to remain focused and finally, to stay in the race and never give up.

For me, love is consolation. Who doesn't wish to have someone whom he/she can rely on when there's troubles? Who doesn't wish that there will be someone out there providing them with valuable and sincere guidance? Because of the love that we have for the people around us, we console them when they are down. We stay by their side when the time gets rough. We give them our most sincere wishes and support them, praying for them that somehow, through one way or another, he/she will be able to make it out of that predicament.

For me, love is stubborness. Staying true to something or someone is a mean feat. I mean it. Humans are fickle-minded animals. Face it. Our interests do change over time. Be it 10 years, 20 years or even 50 years. As time passes, our passion for that particular thing fades. However, true love will always remain true. No amount of time can wash away this feeling. It's so strong and sincere such that it seems to be so stubborn, so obstinate.

Perhaps, by answering my question truthfully, you would have found a different meaning of love for yourself.

Scandalous- Delvetures



Wednesday, November 14, 2007
10:07 PM

Looks like the gargantuan amount of workload I have to swallow has finally ended. That means, readers out there, REJOICE! Cause I am going to blog more often now. Heh.

No school for me today, except that I have to attend a talk regarding my course options for Year 2. There are 2 options to choose from, namely, the Banking option and the Financial Trading option. Well, despite the fact that the talk was pretty informative, I still couldn't make up my mind over which option to choose for.

Oh yar, watched The Game Plan. Not a bad show overall. Got some scenes which are really touching and it melted my heart. In the show, "The Rock" changed from a self-centred person to someone who knows how to place others before himself, all because of his daughter. This gave me the inspiration for my blog's next topic: How much can one change him/herself for another person?

I am not going to write about this today. Lol. Sorry if I have given you guys false hope. Well, at least there is something for you guys to look forward to right? =D

Till my next post then, good night! Stay tune, as always!

Scandalous- Delvetures



1:22 AM

Due to the inactivity of my "shareholders".. I shall be responsible for posting a new post everday..

I tink I shall continue with yesterday's topic.. Or maybe something similar.. Would u still love her, if she has gone for another guy?

How much of u out there would let her go and still love her in the dark... I know most of us guys.. Will feel bu gan yuan.. U lost ur girlfriend to some guy that appears halfway.. How many will bear hatred for the girl.. And how many would truely give her your blessing.. I find a chinese song that suits this topic and im just gonna take a few lines and paste it here..


不敢相信已经来到终点
想你爱他必定多一些
我们之间不可能再回到从前
我还傻傻画着幸福线

Im not very good at explaning.. So if you dun understand.. Get a friend with good command in chinese to explain it to u.. I guess i will stop here for now.. ^^

Unscandalous - Gabby

P.S. Im sorry tomato face.. I should not say that to u since u are such a nice person.. ^^.. (I almost puke btw)



Tuesday, November 13, 2007
4:30 AM

Well.. Am not sure whether this post is gonna be long or short.. Depends on how much I can generate my brain juice into text.. There may be spoilers up ahead.. Dun accuse me of nt warning.. ^^..

Just finished "Good Luck Chuck".. Its a well.. A movie that consist of love, sex and a bit of humour.. Of cause, sex will be a not bad topic for today.. HOWEVER, love is what I plan to write on..

I was thinking.. What will one do, if ur other half said that he/she wants a break-up with u.. Would u let him/her go?.. Or would u make her stay... Alright, I will be using "her" from now on.. Its tiring to write both in..

Some couples make just break-up suddenly, while other couples may, give each other a one wk period before a break-up.. Im not to sure about this.. Haven really experience it before.. So, during this one wk, will u try as hard to as possible to make your love one stay?.. Im sure that most of us would try to impress her by doing romantic stuffs or do things that will gan dong her.. But.. Have u ever thought that.. What u do may scare her off?.. Bascially.. I was inspired by "Good Luck Chuck".. Thus, the stuff that i talk about may be related to the movie.. Continue with the topic, one must be very tactful when it comes to "pursuading" the other half to not break up with u.. If u are not "aggro" enough, she breaks up with u.. If u are too "aggro", she finds u disturbing, she will also.. Break up with u.. This is truely a very difficult task.. I think.. The key to this is to understand ur other half.. By truely understanding, u will be able to make her feel touched, and return by ur side.. Thats for those who doesnt want to give up the relationship..

As mention above, some people will make a large effort just to retain the love of their other half.. But some.. Would just give up.. If Im not wrong, their mentality should be -- "Its because she doesnt love me anymore.. Thats y she is breaking up with me.. So no matter i do will be futile.".. Or it could be -- "She would be happier with the other guy.. That is y HE is her decision.".. There are maybe other reasons but these are just examples.. These examples.. Are throughly heartbreaking enough.. To let one retreat from the battle of love..

Different people have different ways of handling situations.. Love is nt an exception.. Some tends to fight for what they want, while others.. Just stand there hopelessly and watch their bird fly out of the cage..

"I loved something.. So i set her free"

Unscandalous - Gabby

P.S: This is once again just my $0.02.. Dun flame me.. =X



Monday, November 12, 2007
10:54 PM

Hey people, sorry about the lack of posts this couple of days. Am really busy. (Refer back to my previous post about my imbalanced hectic schedule) Will try to post more in the coming weeks. Anyway, my MST week has officially ENDED! Wheets!

Scandalous- Delvetures



Sunday, November 11, 2007
11:52 PM

Did anyone miss me?.. I guess none.. Nonetheless.. Will be posting the events that had happened to me these past 2 days..

Sat: Woke up in the afternoon.. Was quite a boring day actually.. From 12-4.. I basically did nothing.. With the exception of maybe playing games la.. Then.. At around 5.. I went down to the damn muddy field and play soccer with my friends.. 5 of us in total.. Pathetic eh?.. Well. Played for.. I think less than an hour.. We stopped.. Sit down and chit-chatted a while.. Mostly jiao weis.. Need to reach home by 7.. Got impt thing to do.. Bathe and finished dinner by 7.. Alright.. Was doing impt things until around.. I think 9+.. Feeling hungry again.. Dunno y.. Think I was using up too much energy doing that impt stuff.. ^^.. So.. Decided to jio my friends to a nearby Mcdonalds and eat.. WAHAHAHAHHA.. Ate for.. I think near to an hour.. Not that we eat slow.. Is the chit-chat part.. Reached home.. Was also doing nth much -- MSN, DOTA, TV.. Nth else le.. Then slept at ard 4..

Sun: Woke up at 11.. Damn tired.. Shall skipped a few parts.. Ate brunch and then joined my friends for theirs'.. Was decided what team to "invest".. After deciding went into Singapore's richest Swimming Pool to invest(Hope can win la).. Well.. After investing.. Me and my friend went to my house.. Again.. Doing nth much.. Until ard.. 4.30.. My father called me and asked me to play for his team.. He told me only 11 people.. Need 2 subs.. So my friend and I went to join them for the game.. Not going to talk much about.. Just that.. We won.. 3-2.. And the activities at night will not be interesting enough to let me waste my time typing it down.. ^^

Im feeling it once again.. Similar as last sunday.. I realli dun have talent in that.. Unlike him.. ^_^

Unscandalous - Gabby

P.S. Sry for saying that yesterday tomato face.. Didnt mean it.. ^_^..



12:14 AM

Hi all, am back to blog! Just to inform you guys, I am competing with someone to see who is the faster blogger between the both of us. =)

Hmm.. To start off today's post, I shall talk about the imbalanced hectic schedule I have to cope with currently. I have 2 projects due on Monday, all tutorials left undone and I am going out tomorrow to kill off one of the projects. And to think that life would be easier after MST! Looks like I have been fooled. =(

Okay, since I mentioned before that I am going to post something about human nature... TADAH!! Today's the day!! Readers out there, you will soon get to know that I don't forget about promises. Geez.

I was inspired to write about this because of my brother. Plus points first. My bro isn't someone who is very calculative (in monetary terms), he shows care and concern to both family and friends and is someone whom you can rely on when you need help.

Bad points: He is EXTEREMLY impatient and is petty.

So the topic of the day is human pettiness. Before I continue, I feel that I have the need to provide you people with one classic example of what being petty is like.

One day, my bro came back from work and is complaining very loudly about how he was being mistreated over at his workplace. He was literally glaring at everything with an unmeasurable loathe and was in such a foul mood that anyone who walked pass him would have thought that the entire world owed him a living.

So as usual, he was sparing us some of his "viewpoints" regarding his work. The entire situation turns out to be that my bro was unhappy that someone, whom he alleged to have the same qualifications as him, is earning bigger bucks than him under the same company and holds much more responsibilty than he does. So the rants went on and on, so much so that I started to feel that it was getting more and more laughable and absurd. "BANG!" I closed my door, and that's the end of the story folks.

I really cannot understand why someone could be so petty. I mean, it's okay that you feel pissed at times and would want to vent out all your frustrations. That is perfectly normal. But, after that, shouldn't we just let bygones be bygones? Isn't it tiring to bear grudges? I can't seem to comprehend why someone (my bro in this case), would want to go all out to seek "redress" (as he calls it). He was determined to make life difficult for his superior and that fellow. Does that really benefit him or will it only worsen things? Thinking Point One.

My bro likes to claim credit for things that he had done before. For example, when he needs help from me, he would bring back stories depicting how an elder brother had helped his younger brother some eons back. So blah blah blah, I would always end up in a situation whereby he will say, "Okay, next time when you need me to help you blah blah blah, you better don't approach me." Me, being caught in this kind of situation, always give in to him. Sighh. (Don't need to tell me I am soft-hearted, I know it myself)

So Thinking Point Number Two, are all humans that calculative? The answer, it seems, is an obvious yes. We always help others and expect others to help us when we need assistance. Isn't this mentality wrong? Why is it that we cannot help people just because we find joy in helping others? I remember that during my primary school days, there were people who wrote themselves as helpful people. My question to this is, are you REALLY helpful or are you just preparing yourself for rainy days? Why is it that humans can't seem to be able to part from their personal gains in whatever things they do? Sighh.

The more I think, the more appalled I get. The ugly side of human nature really turns me off.

But no matter what, I am still a human.

Scandalous- Delvetures

P.S.: This post is written purely out of my own inspiration. It is not meant to flame anyone or anything. Please don't be mistaken.

P.P.S.: I lost the competition. T.T



Saturday, November 10, 2007
2:27 AM

First of all.. I would like to thank everyone.. THX.. Realli had a fun time for the past 2 days..

Thurs: Went out with my dota/soccer friends.. Took off at around 1.30.. Went to Marina.. Reached there.. Actual plan was to go kbox.. But den abit bo hua.. So, we went to gv and bought ourselves 5 tickets to the bee movie.. The movie was quite nice.. Hilarious at some parts.. Shall not spoil too much.. It was dinner time after the movie.. We decided to dine at Swensen.. The service there a bit.. louya.. But anyway.. Ate our food.. So nice of Del to order ice-cream for me.. Was delicious.. Oh ya.. He help me paid for the movie ticket, and the others helped share the burden for my dinner.. THX.. Abit paiseh.. =X

Friday: Decided to skip school.. Dunno y.. Meet my school friends after lecture, which is ard 4.. Was woken up by a call.. Kevin told me my CMSK cui.. But Alaric was fixing it up for me.. THX for clearing up my mess.. ^_^.. It was some imba 23 miss calls before i woke up.. Will.. Met them in the MRT.. Alighted at city hall and went to Marina(again).. Walk walk around.. Decided to watch The Game Plan at 7.15.. As the movie will end quite late, the group of us made a wise move.. That is to eat before the movie.. Went to Jack's Place at 6.. Derrick came 5 mins later.. Steak was quite hard to cut, but it was quite nice.. Oh ya.. I watched another free movie again as it was shared by KC, Kenny, Kevin and Alaric.. After movie, went to Creative.. 2nd time of the day.. They got me a new earpiece.. LIKED IT VERY MUCH.. THX AGAIN.. Then.. It was farewell.. I went to meet Del and co. and i think they all went home..
Hi-5 with all of them.. And den.. Im gone..

WELL.. THANK YOU EVERYONE AGAIN.. FOR EVERYTHING.. BEST BIRTHDAY IN THIS.. 18 YRS.. ^_^..

Hmm.. After seeing the 2 of them.. Im demoralised regarding the affairs of the heart.. Both of them failed.. One is still has the chance to try but the other is considered.. Hopeless.. I dun carry too much hope.. Or perhaps.. Dun dare to..

Unscandalous - Gabby



1:38 AM

HAPPY BELATED 18TH BIRTHDAY TO OUR GABBY!!

I shall avoid posting emo posts in this blog from now onwards. =D

Scandalous- Delvetures



Friday, November 9, 2007
7:14 PM

I have learnt to accept that there are a lot of things that are beyond our control in this world. Our parents for one, the environment that we live in, our feelings, ... blah blah blah, you name it, the list goes on.


However much I wish that I can look at things optimistically, the events in my life, one after another, have been proving to me otherwise. Although I am able to recover and stand on my feet again and again, I wonder how long more I can hold on. I know that every obstacles pose as a challenge, and after every challenge, I will be stronger than before. But, what if the challenges become wilder and more difficult as well? It's like playing a role-playing game. The more beasts you beat, the higher your experience point and thus, your level. But as you continue your journey, the beasts and quests become more difficult and sometimes, can be beyond what your character is capable of handling.


I have no idea what is happening to me as well. I used to embrace challenges as I see them as opportunities to prove and improve myself. But, when feelings become a challenge, ...


I am especially weak when it comes to managing matters of my heart. Has anyone of you out there ever felt a sourness so strong that it engulfs your entire mind, keeps you awake in the night and causes you to lose concentration in whatever task you are doing? It also makes you seem so fragile, such that you have absolutely no control over your tears and at the very next moment, you could be laughing at a stupid joke but crying at the same time?


This feeling is beyond what words could describe.


You said that you hope everything could be the same as before. I understand that. I also hope that there would not be any changes in the way we interact. But who are we lying to? I can only promise that I will try to contain the number of changes that are going to take place to as minimum as it could be. There will be long pauses in the conversations. That will be the time when I am thinking about you. I do not blame anyone for this. I like you, that is a fact. Even though the feeling is not reciprocated, it will not cease to exist as well. That's me.


Scandalous- Delvetures



Thursday, November 8, 2007
12:32 PM

Well.. There is no particular reason y this post if focusing on this topic.. Its definitely not because of YOU.. ^_^

I looked up the meaning of love and according to wikipedia, it has a lot of meanings.. Well, there are many types of love - be if family, friends, or BGR...

I think there are 2 types of feelings that falls under the category of BGR -- Affection and Attachment.. Affection refers to feelings of tenderness and/or wanting physical closeness, where as Attachment refers to satisfying basic emotional needs.. Seeing the meaning of Affection makes me link to sex.. Dunno y.. maybe its because of the "wanting physical closeness".. For Attachment.. I think it refers to the feelings of the heart..

So.. I shall concentrate on Attachment.. Normally, guys woo girls.. Unless the girl likes you, you have to think of ways to gan dong her.. Once she is gan dong, u have succeeded.. When in love, both parties will show care and concern to each other.. I dunno how to describe the feeling coz its.. Unexplainable.. However, it does satisfy the basic emotional needs of a human being..

I think.. This is how much i can write now.. My brain is now blank.. Whatever that is squeeze out of my brain juice has no link with this topic..

Unscandalous - Gabby



Wednesday, November 7, 2007
10:02 PM

Well.. Just finished one game.. We won.. Against nubs.. May lose if he didnt play.. Oh well.. Waiting for the 2nd game now.. So, In the meantime.. WHY DUN I BLOG?

Today was, realli very tiring.. 4hrs straight of HCI IS TEDIOUS.. But well.. I still endured the torment.. Finally, lesson ends and we are free.. ALMOST.. For today, there was a workshop.. So we had to stay until 5pm.. During the break, we watched a performance which involved our classmate - Amante Nelkris Kate Navel(I tink like tat spell la).. It was.. Enjoyable watching the performance.. Esp got a quite chio girl.. But too skinny la..

Shall skip the details about lunch and go straight to the workshop.. Overall, it was SIANZ.. I was too tired to even concentrate when the lecturer is pretty.. Alright.. Shall play my 2nd game.. Finish with it.. Rest and wake up for soccer..

Quote of the days to come: Hao xin mei hao bao.. ^_^

Unscandalous - Gabby



2:32 PM

Commencement of the MST week has made me ill, both physically and mentally. Though the tests that came and went are kind of easy to me, I feel no sense of achievement at the end of the day.

Yes, that's partly because I am still trapped in my own predicament. Spending my time trying to overcome my fear has been futile. I just thought that somehow, I have started to look down on myself. The once brimming-with-confidence me has went missing.

Nevertheless, life has to go on and the Earth won't just stop revolving because of me. I will try to become more optimistic and find back my old self. I believe that once I have set my sight on doing something, especially matters involving myself only, nothing will be able to hinder me.

The path ahead is rocky. The sky is dark and a storm is brewing. I shall brace myself one last time and seek out the courage within me. I shall light up the flame and fight, man to thoughts, emotion to logic.

Humiliation and tears I will thus suffer. But there is one thing that is worse off than both combined. Something much more terrifying. Regret.

I want to minimize the number of regrets in my life. I can't speak for others but for me, I feel that regrets are things that will come back and haunt me for as long as I live. Furthermore, to make things worse, regrets are actually actions/choices that we could have done back then. So, live life without regrets.

Annihilator of fear, hesitancy and regret, I need you.

Scandalous- Delvetures

P.S.: There's an answer to a question somewhere.



1:10 AM

Damm tired.. Yesterday morning, I wasted 90 mins for nth.. From 4 till 5.30 am.. I was playing Winning Eleven 2008 on my PS2.. All was fine when there was 1 particular mission - "Individual Brilliance".. This mission is to have at least 1 player to dribble from 30m and then score a goal.. It took me.. 45 mins to do that.. When i completed the mission, i was feeling very.. Satisfy.. I had completed a very difficult mission(to me la).. The next mission was - "Penalty shootout".. I was thinking it should be quite first.. I will just try it once.. Be it win or lose, i would save the game and sleep.. Well.. After 10 kicks, i lost.. And to my horror.. THE GAME DIED ON ME.. And what i did before, went down the drain/ocean/river/sea. Was very depressed.. The feeling was like.. The only human living on Earth.. Total.. Sianness.. I almost committed suicide.. But the thought of something.. Made me carry on my life.. That SOMETHING.. Is..


THE CHANCE.. TO CHALLENGE THE MISSION AGAIN.. So i began to brace myself up.. Close the PS2/TV/Light.. And went to slp..

Funniest joke of the days to come: (I want to put it here but i dun dare.. Pm me and if im kind enough, i will tell u what it is)

Unscandalous - Gabby



Tuesday, November 6, 2007
12:26 AM

When u are happy, u smile.. When u are sad, u cry.. Feelings of humans are shown through facial expressions.. How true is this?.. To the viewers out there.. Recall how many times did u not show what u feel.. There are many reasons to this.. Maybe u are forced under some circumstances.. Or maybe.. U dun want anyone to worry about u.. So even if ur heart is broken into pieces.. U would still smile infront of your friends like nth has happened..

Leading to another issue.. I find that.. To suppress/hide ur true feelings.. Is VERY tough.. Especially when u are sad.. There are 2 scenarios that i can tink of.. 1st -- One will try to smile, joke around when he/she feels depressed.. Dun want to ying xiang his/her friends.. Thus, decided to hide his/her emoness.. 2nd -- You can no longer suppress ur feelings anymore.. Its too tiring for u.. And through ur facial expressions.. The people by ur side can see your emoness.. One heartbreaking phrase came out.. "DON'T ACT EMO LEH.. SIBEI ACT.. BTH".. Then, u decided to try harder to suppress ur feelings and smile back.. The latter 1 seems.. More xing ku.. U are in search of a comfort.. And what u receive is ppl applying salt on your wounds.. They may not be on purpose.. However, they hurt u more in the process..

Living up to the age of 18.. I think the reason of y ppl dun show their true feelings is because of the 2nd scenario.. I may be wrong.. Its.. Just my 2 cents.. Im still a kid.. Still growing and learning the ways of life.. ^^

Unscandalous - Gabby



Monday, November 5, 2007
10:54 PM

lalala~~ seems that my dear friend is emoing.. All i can say is.. GOOD LUCK!!

Nothing much happened today.. except that.. i was marked late when i wasnt.. Morning was nice.. Just a little tired(as usual de la).. Went off to meet alaric.. The usual chit chat about Dota and soccer.. Nothing interesting.. In between the chats.. I managed to CONVINCE him to pei me go canteen buy food.. Was damn hungry la.. So.. When we reached tp we headed to the canteen.. Well, it was like onli 12.02 so i thought we werent not late.. I went to buy a hashbrown and alaric bought a fish fillet.. And happily we ate the food.. Made our way to the 8th floor.. It was 12.09.. Open the door of the lab.. Jitao got 1 voice -- "Both of you are late".. WIN LIAO.. Although we were late for our lesson but tp has a rule.. That there is a 15 mins grace period.. If there is a rule, we follow the rule.. Ah bo they set those rule for wat?.. Bai Swee arhz? Today HCI is all about presentation.. I dunno y maybe i am bias.. I feel that.. Whenever i ask a question, he has a xl aura..

And as usual.. nth much happen in WAD..

still feeling abit.. disappointed

Unscandalous - Gabby



10:28 PM

Am sick today. Shall post something which I think is quite reflective of human nature in the coming days after I recover.

Scandalous- Sick Delvetures



Sunday, November 4, 2007
10:52 PM

Seems to me like I am not the only one emo-ing in this blog. Heh. That's an evil consolation, I know, but still, it is better than having to emo and brood over such stuffs alone.

I guess all those readers out there might have notice that I have been writing emo posts for the past few days. In case you guys think that I am insane (because I am emo-ing over the development of feelings for someone), I must clarify that you guys are gravely mistaken.

The reason behind my lousy feelings is because of the fact that I think that I am pretty useless when it comes to affairs of the heart. Although reluctantly, I would throw in the flag when it comes to confession of feelings. I don't know why I am like this. Whenever I see others brimming with confidence and professing their affection for somebody else, I really envy them. For their courage, for their confidence, and for their passion. I wish I could be more like them.

You are the only consolation I have in this night of downpour.

On a different subject altogether, my dreadful MST kicks-off tomorrow. Leading the front-line will be the MS Access and Management and Organisational Behaviour papers. Wheets. Good luck to all taking tests or examinations tomorrow. (That includes our dear Zhihao, who has not wrote for us yet) =X

Scandalous- Delvetures



8:40 PM

Disappointment.. Utter disappointment.. Wish i could be more like him in that aspect

Unscandalous - Gabby



1:58 PM

HIHI!.. Before i forget(although i have imba memory).. Im here to post 1 of my imba theory..

This is going to be short.. Im here to enlighten everyone.. Im going to explain the true meaning of fear.. As we all know.. There is fear in everyone.. Be it heights, cats, dogs, or even me.. Fear exists without a doubt.. BUT.. As creatures with high intellect.. We must learn to overcome Fear.. Overcoming Fear is the true meaning of Fear.. U may ask y the true meaning of Fear is to overcome it.. Answer shall be revealed below..




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F.E.A.R - For Everything At Risk
Thx.. Save ur applauses.. I will feel shy.. *Blush*

Unscandalous - Gabby



5:45 AM

Its 5.45 am in the morning and im still AWAKE.. Feeling hungry and tired now.. Tml got a soccer game.. Think.. No energy to play sia.. Den still need to edit the HCI ppt.. ARGHH.. Should have done it ystd.. So tml can relax and slack.. OK.. Done blogging.. TIME TO ORH ORH.. ^_^

Unscandalous - Gabby



2:59 AM

3:00 am..

SIAN + BORED + BO LIAO + NTH TO DO + EVERYTHING ELSE THAT RELATES TO BOREDOM + WANT TO WHACK PPL

Unscandalous - Gabby



2:01 AM

This post is for avid reader(s) only, cause him/she/they won't scold me for posting something so short. =)

Heh. Stayed at home today and completed the revision of one of the modules, Management and Organisational Behaviour. Not efficient though, as I took like 5 hours to finally finish 3 chapters of it. =X

At around 7pm, went to have dinner with Gabby. After which, went to his house to watch Arsenal-Man Utd match. Since he already did the review of the match, I shan't go into the details.

Came back and had a game of DotA. Lost pretty badly and mistakes were abandon on our sides. I guess we still have a long way to go before we can reach the "above-average" standard. Sighh.

It's not an infautation. I know it. The way I am keeping it within myself is akin to holding my breathe for as long as time permits. I don't know when I am going down. I am drowning. Save me.

Scandalous- Delvetures



Saturday, November 3, 2007
10:48 PM

yet another exciting match revolving around emirates.. Arsenal vs Man UTD.. Final score was 2-2.. I feel that this score is a very fair result as both teams were on par.. Man UTD took the first blood by scoring at the 45th mins.. Was an own goal by william gallas.. By now, i was feeling sian 1/2..

But onli mins after the 2nd half started, arsenal had equalise.. BY WHO?. fabreSOLID's and fabreLIQUID's younger brother.. fabreGAS... the star of arsenal.. IMMEDIATE REACTION - SONG LA..

Everything was peaceful until the 82nd min.. Sudden great magic by saha.. A very nice pass under the legs of toure.. Saha's legs led the ball to evra and den a low pass to the center of the penalty area.. It was ronaldo.. and.. sure enough.. 1-2.. When a team scores a winning goal at the 82nd min, the morale of the other was sure to drop.. My feelings were similar -- =(

Well, i was tinking that all was lost for Arsenal as it was so late into the game and their opponents were last season's champion - Man UTD.. But den.. One attack made my day.. It was a series of shots and players like VDS and ferdinanad block it.. Until William Gallas made a shot.. It was a goal.. Although VDS made an attempt to bring the ball out, he failed to bring the line out as well.. The ball has gone over the line and.. IT WAS A GOAL.. DRAMATIC AND LATE EQUALISER.. Thus, the final score is 2-2..

I feel that Man UTD has 2 players that have potential to be a hollywood actor-- Anderson and Evra.. Good luck with their acting career..

P.S. I think, she has shit on her face.. =X

Unscandalous - Gabby



9:46 PM

ARSENAL 0 -MAN UTD 1
nice acting by anderson.. if i were to film a movie i am sure to hire him as leading actor.. ^^

Unscandalous - Gabby



1:26 AM

WOOTZ.. MR PINGUINO is older by 1 yrs old.. But he is still as lame and childish as ever.. However, everyone of us likes his jiao personality.. So, its cool that he is STILL lame and childish.. ^_^

today's lesson was boring.. but who cares.. today's focus is on pinguino.. although his actual birthday is on the 3rd, we celebrated on the 2nd..

jitao skip to the part where we went to marina.. kenny act 1 good guy go buy winning eleven for us, but actually he go meet his friend.. So, me, alaric, kevin and kc went to marina and walk walk first, den walk to suntec and back to marina again.. Den we sit at starbucks to wait for 2 person.. Waited from ard 4.45.. Kenny arrived at 5.15 like tat.. We talk a lot of jiao wei.. GOSSIPING ROX LA.. Den someone, although nt the star of the day, made 5 of us wait for 3 hrs i tink.. Because of her LAPTOP.. lalalalalala.. OK.. We went for dinner at 8 and it was full hse in jack's place.. shall skip the details and jump to the point where we shift our 6 butts to Fins. All of us ate fish and chips.. The 5 of them sibei poser la.. Den as usual, alaric was the slowest.. DEN WE GO HOME..

HOPE KC REALLI LIKE THE BAG LA.. YH CHOOSE 1.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY ^_^

Unscandalous - Gabby



Friday, November 2, 2007
10:01 PM

Picture of the bear I built in Build-a-Bear. Only 1 though. Heh. Cute isn't it?




Scandalous- Delvetures



10:01 AM

I am not one who knows how to express my feelings.

I don't know the reason behind the feelings. Perhaps, it is because you were the first one who ever held my hand that tightly, from where the warmth and sincerity of it reached my heart and caused it to melt.

Perhaps, it is because you were the first one who opened me up and caused me to change. You taught me how to make my thoughts known, taught me how to express myself and send simple yet sincere wishes to other people.

Perhaps, it is because you were the first one whom I ever had such close contact with before. You are the first girl whom I can really talk to and make me drop the pretence that I always put up when I am with other girls.

So many words, yet so little courage. It reminds me of a song by Jay Chou, <<开不了口>>. The lyrics is a good reflection of what I am feeling right now.

I know that in life, one has to seize the opportunity that comes along for there will not be a second try. I don't know when I am going to lose it, with all my hesistation and procrastination.

I don't know when was it that I started to conceive such feelings. I reckon it must be a friendship that has caught fire.

I like you.

Scandalous- Delvetures



1:11 AM

Shag day for me.

Stayed at home today and did seemingly impossible-to-complete tasks. Nothing much to talk about me today, so I shall write about an inspiration I got from a friend of mine. =)

Are girls more possessive in nature from guys?

Well, for me, I think that guys are more possessive in nature. Generally speaking, guys tend to be more protective of stuffs that belong to them. They won't allow anyone to take it away from them without their knowledge and will react with drastic actions should such occurrence happens.

Girls, on the other hand, though less possessive than guys, are more susceptible to developing a sense of protection for stuffs that they do not possess. I am, of course, referring to things that the particular girl has set her sight upon. As girls are more sensititive, their reactions to minor things involving their "wants" or "desires" can sometimes blow things out of proportion.

A very good way to illustrate my point would be to use a B-G relationship. Once the guy becomes the boyfriend, chances are that he will show a tighter reign of control over his partner. He will also become jealous easily if his partner contact other guys frequently. This could be attributed to the lack of trust in their relationship or just the self-esteem, each of which I am in no position to comment about.

In contrast, a girl is more laxed when she knows that her boyfriend is keeping contact with another girl. Of course, the contact between them must not be too misleading in the first place (Eg. Holding the hands of the girl). However, despite that, once girls take a liking for the things they want (Referring to things that have not become part of their possessions), they would not want anybody to be involved with it. Anybody who does so will cause that person to be at the receiving end of hostile treatment.

Alright, shall stop here. Good night readers.


Scandalous- Delvetures



Thursday, November 1, 2007
11:16 PM

Is kan sian la.. waiting for a turbine to online so that we can dota.. under the circumstance of the surroundings.. i was forced to blog.. was recalling some of my IMBA theories but i somehow forgotten all of them.. My imba memory is failing me..

NVM.. when i remembered some of my theories den i shall post again.. for now.. it shall be the discussion of the show -- Attack of the Tyrant part III

Well.. i was tinking.. who will be casting for this particular show.. I was asking kenny.. will this show air?.. he say confirm air.. thus im here tinking about the crew.. kenny says he want to be the director.. den i was hoping to be the audience la.. thus.. using my imba brain.. i finally speculate who will be the actors.. the actors will be kevin's grp.. My 6th sense is quite zhun(i tink).. MUAHAHAHAHAHA.. ^_^..

Unscandalous - Gabby

ps --- just when i finished this post the turbine online.. =D



3:07 AM

OK.. After seeing my friend's blog, i remembered. The Attack of the Tyrant part II has happened this morning. MUAHAHAHAHAH.

Well, on monday, it was my group.. The tyrant's most memorable speech: IM PISSED OFF.. This was part I. TODAY, it was kaye's grp.. Part II was: I am quite disappointed with this group.. This is a grp of 6 and you guys are getting nowhere(This may not be exactly what he says but.. quoted from kc.. the idea is there)

So.. Im speculating.. will next monday air The Attack of the Tyrant part III? Will the tyrant continue his demoralising techniques? WILL ANY SUPERHERO COME OUT TO STOP HIM? Stay tuned to THE ATTACK OF THE TYRANT PART III(may or may not air) next monday..

Unscandalous -Gabby



2:45 AM

Did IDEAS today.

The shops we chose are based on a "couple" theme. As the name suggests, we need girls and in the end, we approached the group of girls which is on better terms with us to assist us on our project findings (my group consists of guys only).

First stop: Build-a-Bear, Vivocity

Wheets! This is freaking funny. I was the one to play the male lead role in this particular "scene" after being chosen as the odd-one-out in the "Open Numbers" game. So yea, I was suppose to act as the male partner of a girl (nominated by the group of females). To everyone's amusement and for their entertainment, I proceeded to hold her hands and walk into the shop, and pretended to be her boyfriend for the next hour or so that we spent in the shop.

Building a bear is fun and it is really enjoyable. I daresay that if I have the cash, I will go there and build a bear everyday. *Lol* So after stuffing the bear, we went on to get the clothing and accessories of the bear. Readers, beware, funny part coming...

Me, holding up a pair of panties and not knowing it: "Hey this is the headress right?" *Proceed to put the panties onto the head of the bear*

My partner: *Laughing till she got stomach cramp.*

Because of the sheer cost of the panties, we decided not to buy it for the bear. However, the bear is wearing a black mini-skirt and as my partner carried it in her arms...

Me: "Hey, the bear *zao geng liao*."

My partner: *Laugh till squat on the floor.*

So after buying all the accessories and clothing for our bear, we went to make the Certificate of Birth for it. (Which means anyone who destroy my bear will be charged in court for Murder offence.) After which, we went to pay for it at the counter.

The counter noticed that our bear has no panty on and said: " You want to get a pair of panty for your bear?"

Me, though a bit stunned, professionally look at my partner.

My partner: *Almost faint from laughing*

2nd Stop: Swanvoroski, Raffles City

Nothing much happened at this stop. We went on to have our dinner after completing the station and suprise suprise, we stayed on to gossip about the affairs that happened or are happening in our class currently.

That's all for today. Stay tune for more posts! (Pardon me for quite a sloppy entry, ain't really in a right mood to blog now.) =(


Scandalous- Delvetures