Its late in the night.. Quiet.. Able to focus.. Time for a serious post..

My recent topics had been focusing about "love".. Abit sian of it.. So shall change to a new topic today.. Hmm.. Shall we talk about studies?..

Everyone in singapore has to comeplete a compulsory 10 yrs of studies.. That is.. Up to secondary school.. I dun think stress falls under the category of primary school.. So.. I shall just skip to secondary.. Im not sure for the viewers out there, but I had never been stressed in my secondary sch life until.. 'O' levels.. Or maybe.. I was still not as stressful as other people.. I think.. My stress is just peanuts compared to a whole lot out there.. I remember studying everyday when it was one month away from 'O' level.. I think this is one way to make myself not so stressful.. I was assured that i had study and will be able to pass my 'O' levels, thus i was somehow.. 'De-stressed'..

Well.. All these.. Can't be compared the life in poly.. Before i went into TP.. I was told that poly life was very slack.. Blah Blah Blah.. WRONG WRONG WRONG.. Poly life was even more stressful than secondary sch life.. MUCH MORE.. In the middle of the road.. I feel like giving up.. I think more than twice ba..

My question now is.. Is studies really THAT important?.. I believed some of us sometimes.. We feel so tired that we feel like giving up.. Many factors led to that kind of mentality.. Stress.. Insufficient sleep.. Or maybe other reasons.. But i think ultimately.. It leads to both mental and physical exhaustion..

We can solve physical exhaustion by sleeping more during the weekends.. But how about mental exhaustion?.. I think the only way is to de-stress..

There are many methods to de-stress.. Eating, gaming, whack the wall, shout out loud and many other more.. For me.. I dun tink i have found any way for me to de-stress.. Although i do game, i find that it makes me feel even more stressful.. Or maybe just, make me forget about stress for that particular 1hr or so..

I shall ask that question again.. Is study really very important?.. All of us work so hard just to get the diploma.. I think.. Singaporean's mentality is that to ensure for a job.. One must have as many certs as possibe.. This mentality is then, "installed" into the minds of employers.. So those who are more creative but lower qualifications will lose to those with higher qualifications.. Thats the reason why i think.. Everyone forces themselves to study even though they dun like it..

Thats about it for today ba.. Not sure if im talking nonsense or not.. Quite tired now..

Unscandalous - Gabby