Now feeling very frustrated.. The reason is very lame.. I dunno y I will get so worked up over such a matter.. This is just a little part of my entire life to come.. Maybe is my passion to it.. For the 18 years.. This matter will be the one that is truely potent enough to cause me such distress(actually, there is another things).. Maybe not to the extend of distress.. Just couldnt find a word to replace it.. Srsly dunno what went wrong.. After putting in so much time.. The result was far below then what i expected.. Way below.. I guess the phrase u reap what u sow its not always true..

In studies, its true that if I makes an effort.. He/she will definitely get good results.. BUT.. If 2 ppl make the same effort, will their result be the same?.. Out of the 2 of them.. There is surely the better 1.. What Im trying to say is.. The law of u reap what u sow is not true.. Some ppl dun reap but they sow more then those who reaped.. This law.. Applies to everything..

Some ppl are smarter.. They can study for a day while others nid a week.. I may be repeating myself but i just have to say this again.. THE WORLD IS UNFAIR.. ^_^..

Unscandalous -- Gabby