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Monday, July 28, 2008
10:31 PM

I'm in my 4th week of internship. Seems fast yet slow. Yea yea I know, CONTRADICTION.

I think time will pass pretty fast tml as I need to listen to around 8hrs of audio files. DAMN SONG. Hope that they don't want to buy a streaming server. Then, task 3 cant be done. MUAHAHAHHAHAHAHA.

When a person commits a mistake, punishment is given to him. Sounds fair rite. So for example, a guy drinks and drive and knocks down somemore. The guy got fined and sentence to jail. Fair. How about the victim's side? Nothing can be done to cover the loss.

I'm not trying to say that "Orh, then like that don't punish the person who drink drive lor". I'm just trying to say that nothing is fair. When something like this happens, one party (often the victim side) would have to give in. Thats what I feel la. Of course there may be disagreements and feel free to write ur comments on the tagbox ^^

Quote of the day: "Sorry" is not a word to seek forgiveness, its a word to lessen one's guilt

Unscandalous - Gabby



Wednesday, July 23, 2008
10:44 PM

After one big round, I finally found out the problem. I don't like the working environment.

Getting more tired and tired. Always tell myself to sleep earlier for example at around 10. Just couldn't resist playing for around 45 mins and than blog for 15 mins.

Task 2 is almost completed. Everything will be done once it works on a server. Task 3 is podcast. Seems quite easy. Have already plan it out. Decided to use blogger as a host. Blogger also allows people to give their comments so 2 problems have already been solved. What's left would be the editting of the audio and probably the design of the blog itself.

I'm going to be alone again on Friday. If it was at level 4 then it wouldn't be so bad. At least there will be someone talking to me. However, I've moved up to level 6 which is quite strange for me. See how it goes ba. Hope "it" won't come back. 62 complaints to go

Unscandalous - Gabby



Tuesday, July 22, 2008
10:18 PM

Crap. Today is only Tuesday, and I have to endure 63 more days.

Today was as boring as usual. Maybe even more boring than usual. Slept during lunch hours, or I would rather say rest. Too tired. However, my shoulders ache whenever I put my head down on the table for too long. I can't sleep at all la.

I certainly am QUITE confident that task 2 can be completed by tomorrow. Provided they don't reject the final product =x. If by morning everything for task 2 is done, THEN WHAT ABOUT THE AFTERNOON. Crap. Tomorrow will be another boring day.

It will be nice if I can surf the web or do my own things whenever I have nothing to do or submit. I have to act that I'm busy by "googl-ing" when people walk past, and this happens like FREQUENTLY LA.

Boring wednesday here I come. SUCKS LA. 63 COMPLAINTS LEFT

P.S The previous "Quote of the day" was superb that I will not be replacing it soon. MUAHAHAHA

Recap: Time doesn't heal wounds. What really heals the wounds are the things you experience through time

Unscandalous - Gabby



Monday, July 21, 2008
11:14 PM

Today marks the start of task 2. And as expected things don't always go so smoothly. Thought it could be a one-day work but well, there are other requirements needs to be fulfilled.

Although the compliation was done, there were other considerations like music and the file size of the video. If its too big, the user will have to take years to finish streaming the video. Hope everything can be done by tomorrow, or at least wednesday.

Damn tired today and I have nothing else to write. That's all folks ^^

Unscandalous - Gabby



Sunday, July 20, 2008
11:00 PM

Haiz. Why do weekends have to pass by so quickly while the time during weekdays is as slow as a snail.

Working life definitely suck unless you are doing what you enjoy, which is not very common. Study is way better than working. Think I'm still not used to the working life yet. Still got the "sian sian" feeling. Probably will be better next week ba (I hope).

And btw, WHY CAN'T I FIND LUO ZHI XIANG'S DVD CONCERT. Yesterday I went to tampines in search of the dvd. Don't have. Today went marina and I passed by HMV. Also don't have. The release date was 11 of July and I don't understand why I couldn't find it. Shall try again next week.

Have anyone of you (whoever that still reads this blog) experience pain before. Not physically. For example you went through a break-up, or the lost of the love one. If yes, will you occasionally think of that particular event and your heart feels "sour". I think its normal for everyone to have feel this way before. Cause these "events" have turned into memories. Whether you like it or not, be it happy or sad, they will come out once in a while and remind you that they exist. People say time heals wound but i beg to differ.

Quote of the day: Time doesn't heal wounds. What really heals the wounds are the things you experience through time.

Unscandalous - Gabby



Thursday, July 17, 2008
10:49 PM

TOMORROW IS FRIDAY. Song la. Finally, here comes the much anticipated Friday. However, I may have to work alone tomorrow. Luckily its Friday, thus it does not affect my mood much.

Tomorrow's job scope shall be producing a storyboard, getting the storyboard approved, and using iMovie to combine pictures together. Hopefully everything goes fine.

Btw, today was the slack-est day of my whole working career(up till now). Practically doing NOTHING. Except for surfing the web for random stuffs. Hope time will pass much faster tomorrow or I will be bored to death.

As I still have a bit of time, I shall translate line 1 - 9 in chinese.

明天就是星期五了。真爽。真是令人期待。不过,明天我可能会一个人工作。还好是星期五,我的心情才没有受到太大的影响。

明天工作的内容就是“不会写”,“不会写”,和用iMOVIE把所有的照片变成一个短片。希望一切多会顺利。

对了,今天是我工作生涯里最轻松的一天。根本没做些什么。除了上网查些无聊的东西。希望明天时间能过得快一点,否则我会闷死。

I SPEND A WHOLE 20MINS ON THAT CHINESE TRANSLATION. Thats damn time-consuming la. But it's quite worth it la. A chance for me to recap my chinese. Seems not bad to me. LOL

Quote of the day: NONE

Unscandalous - Gabby



Wednesday, July 16, 2008
10:55 PM

Another day has passed by just like that. I'm am now classified as a "no-lifer". Well, actually I didn't have much life for the past ? years.

When people asked me what I do in my free time, my replies would often result in one thing - They will replied back with 2 words and that is "No Life".

Does staying at home everyday playing computer games and watching anime and videos = No Life? In my opinion, I don't think so.

For example, if you go out everyday or maybe club every night, are you implying that you have life? COME ON. Face the fact. You are just doing the same things over and over again just like me. I'm just giving an example, the "you" doesn't imply to anyone.

For what I feel, as long as you are doing what you like/enjoy, you have LIFE. However, I don't mean that staying at home EVERY SINGLE DAY IS HEALTHY. Going out once in a while is definitely a must. Breathe the fresh air(I doubt there is any in Singapore) out there, move ur muscles and have a little chit-chat session with you friends. In other words, to me no one has "No life".

On a sidenote, I HOPE TOMORROW'S FLASH TASK WILL BE SMOOTHLY CARRIED OUT.

所以爱有几分?
一百分!

Unscandalous - Gabby



Tuesday, July 15, 2008
10:40 PM

I think I shall stop posting about my SIP for 1 day and talk about something more meaningful.

I believe it was on the headlines of all newspaper, I'm not quite sure of that. However, I'm sure that it is a news big enough to be on the headlines and it SHOULD be.

To think that its quite terrible for such thing to happen and it happened TWICE.

Donations will get lesser and lesser each time this kind of thing happens. I'm think that the total amount of donations collected will be reduced AGAIN. Do most of us human succumb to sin? Or specifically in this case, GREED.

Well, I admit that I am greedy at times(everyone is) but can't people just think before they act. Ok, it may sound like an irony cause I do have flaws and here I am talking like a saint but I have to give my opinion.

Knowing that your actions will have a BIG consequence, you should at least think ONCE before you act. If that consequence affects you and ONLY YOU, it's not tat bad(still bad). HOWEVER, in this particular case, THOUSANDS of other people have to bear the consequences with you(correct me if I'm wrong). I think I should stop here in case I say anything I shouldn't say.

On a sidenote, I'VE FINISHED MY FIRST TASK. HIP HIP HOORAY.

Quote of the day: 女人的宽容会改变一个男人 (Untested by me)

Unscandalous - Gabby



Monday, July 14, 2008
10:53 PM

I'm like the only one left maintaining this blog and I will try my best to keep it alive. For the next 14 weeks, YOU PEOPLE(not sure if anyone still reads) will have to see me ranting about my boring weekdays.

Summary of today: FINALLY COMPLETED REGISTRATION. REALLY A HUGE RELIEF. I would say 99% completed. Left a bit of touching up to do. However, I have a bad feeling that we have to do the similiar thing again at some time which I don't really like. Coding sucks to the MAX. Hope I don't have to touch that again.

Task 2 here I come. From the paper it looks easy but I've learnt my lesson. Never underestimate tasks given to you. Overview of a project may look simple but after listening to the requirements and fully understanding the scope, GG. Thats all I have to say.

Time passes by quite quickly for today. Hope it will be the same for tomorrow. I will be tortured if time crawls slower than a snail.

I was thinking why don't we(C138G) have sort of a class gathering every friday. Its not a good thing if we don't see each other for 14 weeks. Once per week should be fine for everyone especially I think all of us don't have to work on a Saturday. This is just a suggestion though. Comments can be made by tagging BUT STRICTLY NO FLOODING BY LAMER(S).

Time to *orh orh*

Quote of the day: None. Sticking to the previous one.

Unscandalous - Gabby



Sunday, July 13, 2008
10:47 PM

Well. I'm still alive after the 1st week of SIP. Not a bad start. Although the stress has been reduced, it is still there. AND I DEFINITELY DON'T LIKE THE FEELING. Another strange feeling is "embeded" inside me. I don't know how to explain. It is also regarding my SIP(Don't think too much).

To sum it all, I think the cause of all these is that my 抗压性不高. I'm a rather weak person. I don't have the courage to face problems and I am not able to deal with them properly. I hope that things would go more smoothly for me in the rest of the 14 weeks.

Also hope that this 15 weeks of SIP will benefit me in different ways.

陈秉蔚加油吧!

Quote of the day: 爱情是身命中不可获缺的东西

Unscandalous - Gabby



Thursday, July 10, 2008
10:45 PM

Only 4 days out of my 75 days of SIP, I can already feel the stress. First task given to me and I'm already facing so much difficulty doing it. It's not that the company is giving me alot of work to do. In fact, I would rather be given more work which I am capable of doing than to lesser work which I AM CLUELESS AT. At least, with more work, I am able to do and do and do and the time passes so quickly. Don't even have time to be distracted. Whereas the other scenario, which is sadly what I'm facing now, I have to search for information, stare at the computer resulting in feeling stress.

I really want to discuss to my LO about this. I know he can't help and I know I am weak(MENTALLY ONLY) in considering to even quit my current SIP and wait for 4.1 to come. A waste of money and time, especially when there is 2 years of NS.

Didn't expect coding to my into my life. I was thinking sort of a edit pictures or even admin work type of job. CODING? COME ON DUN JOKE AROUND WITH ME

I was trying not to think about work after working hours but I just can't help it. Thinking of not fulfilling exepectations and not knowing how to do just makes me feel even more stress and depress than ever. I had never felt like this before. Not even 30 days before O lvls or 2 weeks left before any of my project submisson. This is by far the worst I ever felt.

Just had a small chit-chating session on msn. A group conversation. Some of them were in almost/same situation as me, while some were luckier (you know who you are). They told me to relax but I can't. I dunno why. This assignment just would not get out of my mind. Well, I thought I will be less stress by venting all my feelings into text here. BUT I GUESS IT FAILED. Shall sleep now. Feel tired everyday probably not used to the early working hours. Sleeping is my best hobby now. MIND IS FREE OF EVIL THOUGHTS

I realise I love you.. Dearest A.W.






















A.W = ADMIN WORK =D

Unscandalous - Gabby